Muhd Ilham suke snap gmbr .. ngee ! (;

dikala ku tade keje .. (;

dikala akuw tade keje smlm .. sebab akuw tade kdit nk msg hubby akuw .. soo .. akuw amik calculator akuw .. akuw conteng sumthing kt atas tue .. tengok laahhh ... tade keje betol laahh !

hahah .. ;p

suddenly ade feel rajin utk buat homework . Haha (;

HAHA .. akuw nk ckp kt korg smua , korg taO ta .. tyme cty ny .. suddenly akuw ade feel rajin utk wt homework ... haaha .. tataO laahh kenapa ... banyak gile laahh homework yg ckgu akuw bagi ... haih .. memang dy ta bagi akuw cty lngsung nyh ! eh , silap .. bkn akuw sorg jea , bkn kls akuw jea .. but seluruh pelajar tingkatan 4 warga teknik ampangan ! haha .. so .. sape sape yg skula TA uh .. pndai pndai laahh yep korg nk siapkan homework yg banyak tue .. haha .. ;p

okey laahh .. smpai cni jea .. selamat menyiapkan kerja skula kpd smua pelajar TA ! Byebye (;

menangis e2 sgt puas ! (;

to release tension , to release angry .. i will crying .. sebab ia membuatkan akuw sgt puas ..

maybe , crying is my hobby .. haha .. ;( hurm .. i dunnoe wut i am to do if something happen in myself .. yeah .. thinking about my dear .... ;( & thinking about my family .. about people dat i love ..

but .. they never thinking about me ! soo .. why i'm thinking about her ? shit ! yeah .. my life sometimes soo bored ... damn sad .. ;(( sumtime , i'm thinking when i will deadth ? now , tomorrow , next week or next month .. Maybe .. i've a lots of problem .. i think .. macam ta pelu da nk idup ... give up laahhh .. macam macam problem .. da tue , org yg akuw syg pn ta pnah nk caye akuw lngsung .. soo .. why i must to life ?? nothing ryte ?? hmmm ...

byebye ..

mood ; crying+waiting someone to understand me ;(

location ; in my room

i'm not the most perfect girl ...

hmm .. i'm not the most perfect girl ... yeah ! (; semalam .. ramai yg tnye akuw .. 'dyh syg ex bf dyh yg kt ttj tue lagi ke ?' urgghh ... i hatehatehate dat question .. why do you ask lyke dat to ME ??!

i just want to tell .. i will never try to LOVE him again ... never never never & NEVER .. i know , korang semua da read blog akmal ryte ? && semuanya korang da bace ryte ?? hm hm .. & i guess , u all thinking me as how u read about me at his blog .. hm hm .. akuw SDEY laaahh .. ;(( but , dun CARE about me .. akuw ta pelu simpati dari pihak mane mane .. sebab .. akuw akn terima segala2 nya .. akuw ta maramkn korg if korang ask me with many question .. && i hate dat question ...

it's okey .. bia akuw jea yg pendam okey ?? (; i will try to be cool in dis matter .. even akuw ny pun high tempered ... (; after dis , akuw takkan luahkan pape lagi kt sape sape pun .. okey ? dun ask me if i'll be serious , strict or anything laaa ... okey , tenkiu for reading ... (;

mood ; badly SAD+frusTRATED ..

time ; 5.16 a.m.

date & day ; 20 November 09 , FRIDAY ..

aib ?? how about me ?? ;(

cakap pasal aib ?? yeah .. how about me ?? cite bukan bukan pasal sy kt org lain dalam blog awak sendiri ? even benda tue ta btol .. but .. e2 maruah sy kn ? even awak ta caye kt saye , dun tell to all people wut you think & wut u misjudge about me ! soo badly sad ! ;( & awak siap pesan kt semua org if ade mase , bace blog awak tue ? do you know wut i feel ?? ;( sy pendam semuanye selama ny .. u dun believe me with my love sincerity ! ouh ! soo frustrated !! ;(( yeah ! sy ta suke when we fight , awak keluarkan kata kata yg kesat .. & sy ngaku , sy pnah kurang ajar dgn awak ...

org yg da lame b'kawan dgn sy sajee yg twu who's NURHIDAYAH .. sy ta suke org yg suke keluarkan kata kata kesat .. even , member sendiri ... u know .. hati sy kecewa & hancur sgt sgt ble awak da mula keluarkan kata kata kesat tue .. but .. i dun say , u're bad person .. awk nice sgt sgt ! & i dun want blame you .. sy tanak ckp pape lagi daa sb sy pn bkn baik sgt .. & i'm not the most perfect gurl 4 you .. i dun think sooo ... ;((

mood ; demented+depressed ..

location ; in my room

time ; 7.42 p.m.

day & date ; thursday , 19 November 09

bad day .. huh !

ary ny kt skula , ary yang paling membosankan ... tade nak wt bnde .. hm hm ..

pagi td ade motivasi & some aktiviti kt dewan makan .. but .. game tue membuatkan akuw kne denda .. 'masuk penjara' ?? haha .. ape laahh .. da laa aku leader game uh .. tgk tgk akuw yang kne denda .. ayoyo .. malu , segan , mara , ta puas aty , smuanye ade ... da laa sorg jea pompuan kne gy depan .. mengong tol .. haih .. malang tol nsib akuw .. & ary ny akuw bnyk diamkan diri .. tatau laa knp .. mcm kwn akuw ckp , muke akuw nmpak mcm org tgh frustrated ?? ouh , no ! knp muke akuw jadi cm2 ?? hmm .. dunnoe laa .. bnyk yg akuw tgh pk skrg ny .. tataO pn ape yg di pk .. hm hm .. ;((