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Friday, November 20

menangis e2 sgt puas ! (;

to release tension , to release angry .. i will crying .. sebab ia membuatkan akuw sgt puas ..

maybe , crying is my hobby .. haha .. ;( hurm .. i dunnoe wut i am to do if something happen in myself .. yeah .. thinking about my dear .... ;( & thinking about my family .. about people dat i love ..
but .. they never thinking about me ! soo .. why i'm thinking about her ? shit ! yeah .. my life sometimes soo bored ... damn sad .. ;(( sumtime , i'm thinking when i will deadth ? now , tomorrow , next week or next month .. Maybe .. i've a lots of problem .. i think .. macam ta pelu da nk idup ... give up laahhh .. macam macam problem .. da tue , org yg akuw syg pn ta pnah nk caye akuw lngsung .. soo .. why i must to life ?? nothing ryte ?? hmmm ...
byebye ..



mood ; crying+waiting someone to understand me ;(
location ; in my room

Thursday, November 19

i'm not the most perfect girl ...

hmm .. i'm not the most perfect girl ... yeah ! (; semalam .. ramai yg tnye akuw .. 'dyh syg ex bf dyh yg kt ttj tue lagi ke ?' urgghh ... i hatehatehate dat question .. why do you ask lyke dat to ME ??!

i just want to tell .. i will never try to LOVE him again ... never never never & NEVER .. i know , korang semua da read blog akmal ryte ? && semuanya korang da bace ryte ?? hm hm .. & i guess , u all thinking me as how u read about me at his blog .. hm hm .. akuw SDEY laaahh .. ;(( but , dun CARE about me .. akuw ta pelu simpati dari pihak mane mane .. sebab .. akuw akn terima segala2 nya .. akuw ta maramkn korg if korang ask me with many question .. && i hate dat question ...
it's okey .. bia akuw jea yg pendam okey ?? (; i will try to be cool in dis matter .. even akuw ny pun high tempered ... (; after dis , akuw takkan luahkan pape lagi kt sape sape pun .. okey ? dun ask me if i'll be serious , strict or anything laaa ... okey , tenkiu for reading ... (;


mood ; badly SAD+frusTRATED ..
time ; 5.16 a.m.
date & day ; 20 November 09 , FRIDAY ..

aib ?? how about me ?? ;(

cakap pasal aib ?? yeah .. how about me ?? cite bukan bukan pasal sy kt org lain dalam blog awak sendiri ? even benda tue ta btol .. but .. e2 maruah sy kn ? even awak ta caye kt saye , dun tell to all people wut you think & wut u misjudge about me ! soo badly sad ! ;( & awak siap pesan kt semua org if ade mase , bace blog awak tue ? do you know wut i feel ?? ;( sy pendam semuanye selama ny .. u dun believe me with my love sincerity ! ouh ! soo frustrated !! ;(( yeah ! sy ta suke when we fight , awak keluarkan kata kata yg kesat .. & sy ngaku , sy pnah kurang ajar dgn awak ...

org yg da lame b'kawan dgn sy sajee yg twu who's NURHIDAYAH .. sy ta suke org yg suke keluarkan kata kata kesat .. even , member sendiri ... u know .. hati sy kecewa & hancur sgt sgt ble awak da mula keluarkan kata kata kesat tue .. but .. i dun say , u're bad person .. awk nice sgt sgt ! & i dun want blame you .. sy tanak ckp pape lagi daa sb sy pn bkn baik sgt .. & i'm not the most perfect gurl 4 you .. i dun think sooo ... ;((



mood ; demented+depressed ..
location ; in my room
time ; 7.42 p.m.
day & date ; thursday , 19 November 09

Tuesday, November 17

bad day .. huh !




ary ny kt skula , ary yang paling membosankan ... tade nak wt bnde .. hm hm ..
pagi td ade motivasi & some aktiviti kt dewan makan .. but .. game tue membuatkan akuw kne denda .. 'masuk penjara' ?? haha .. ape laahh .. da laa aku leader game uh .. tgk tgk akuw yang kne denda .. ayoyo .. malu , segan , mara , ta puas aty , smuanye ade ... da laa sorg jea pompuan kne gy depan .. mengong tol .. haih .. malang tol nsib akuw .. & ary ny akuw bnyk diamkan diri .. tatau laa knp .. mcm kwn akuw ckp , muke akuw nmpak mcm org tgh frustrated ?? ouh , no ! knp muke akuw jadi cm2 ?? hmm .. dunnoe laa .. bnyk yg akuw tgh pk skrg ny .. tataO pn ape yg di pk .. hm hm .. ;((



suka suki sajeee .. (;

SMTAS students yg agak hyperactive kowt .. haha .. ;p


gile gile burOk muke akuw .. penat weyh ! ;p

sports day in SMTTJ ... (;


17 November ... sports dat at SMTTJ .. bole tahan laa best nyer .. but , cuaca panas sangat sangat ... jumpe ramai kwn kwn at skula pz dlue yg da pindah kt skula tue .. anyz , azira azwa , amira , & lain lain lagi .. (; dari TA kitorang jalan kaki ramai ramai ke TTJ .. alaa , dkat jea .. skula tue sebelah skula TA jea ea .. (;





Sunday, November 15

kenapa life akuw sebegini .. ??? ;((

Akuw tension . sedih , geram , marah ... ;((

kenapa life akuw mcm ny .. akuw kesian kt akmal sgt sgt .. akuw tanak bebankan dy dgn masalah yang akuw hadapi .. akuw tnak !! ;(( tapi .. akuw terpaksa menenangkan hati akuw buat sementara .. akuw tanak msg dy sebab akuw tnak dy jadi mangsa kemarahan yang ada dalam hati akuw sekarang .. tapi akuw taO .. dy fikir lain terhadap akuw .. sebab akuw da lali dengan dy .. akuw taO dy fikir ape pasal akuw .. tapi akuw tanak cakap .. sebab benda ny akan jadi bahan untuk pergaduhan antara akuw & dia .. akuw sedih sgt sgt sebab dy selalu pikir bukan bukan sal akuw ..
macam td .. akuw ckp , i've a big problem with my family .. tapi , dalam fikiran dy , ape yg dy fikir , akuw ta dapat nk dtg Penang .. sedangkan masalah akuw bukan mengenai tue .. ya allah , syg .. pliz stop thinking that ! dy nk akuw cte skrg .. akuw taO , akuw da tade sape sape selain dy .. tapi , akuw ta dapat nk ceritakan semua kt dy .. sebab akuw sendiri ta paham konflik yg b'laku dalam family akuw nyh ... ;(( apatah lagi akuw nak cte kt dy .. hm hm .. ;( akuw perlukan masa ... akuw kene b'sndirian .. akuw tnak tgk dy tnggung & rase ape smua masalah yang akuw hadapi .. akuw juz nak dy bahagia !! tp , bole ta awak cuba memahami sy ?? hm hm ... ;((



p/s ; abg , bby minx maaf sgt sgt .. bby m'harap sgt sgt dari abg .. cube memahami diri bby bole
bole ta syg ?? ;((

cOgrats , sys malinie ! ;)


dis is MY NEPHEW !! ;))Muhammad Nur Ilham b.Mohd Rizal .. ;))